beware! this entry is going to be random. it's all about scattered thoughts, when put together, form yours truly for this moment.
Hillsongs - Hear Our Praises
Honesty is the best policy
i got this belief from a classmate whom i really thank the Lord for. we've grown much closer this year, because i changed my seat, and i'm thankful for the positive things that have come out of this change, but yes i do miss jeremy.
hmmm.. there should be absolute truth between two friends, and when that is in place, it would naturally stand the test of time, and trials due to other external factors like rumours so long effort is taken to maintain the friendship like any other relationship.
i've started to put aside the politics. the attempted-but-failed-disgustingly phrasing of speaking nicely to her.
i've started to use simple words, put together to form the simplest of sentences. without the politics, and thinking too much about the consequences of just being truthful. besides, what bad could come out of being truthful?
there evidently has been improvement from the last breakdown of the friendship, and i'm looking forward to us becoming even closer friends.
will get down to more sharing and truth bearing when the time is right. but for now, hope she has a great time in thailand. i really enjoyed myself when i was there.
to my other friend, hope you're having a great time in KL. come back soon the 2 of you, i'm missing you, and will miss you too.
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2 Chronicles 7:11-18
if a man's faith lied within another man, then fear not with hope that it might work, but fear surely that it would fail. for the only One who doesn't fail is God.
this is not the verse.
i've not been speaking to Him for 2 weeks now, even though i went over to LE last week.
i've spoken to two brothers, and i've learnt new things once again. i thank Him for them.
i know i ain't getting no where with what needs to be done, -that being my studies for now- till i get back the peace (Phil 4:6-7) that i once had with Him because i was by His side.
i'm going to stop this straying, i feel like a stray dog really. having no one to go back to when the idleness sets in. having no aim, and having no purpose in passing the time like that.
i shared once again with a brother that the only thing i have which is really mine, is my time. and people love others, when they give them their time. i know this brother loves me, even though it was only a couple of minutes. thank you H even though i know you probably won't read this. =p
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parents are leaving for penang today, hope they get there safely and have a great time together. i seriously think they need this time alone. a break from the the never-ending housework, and the work stress, esp dad. sigh. if there's one man who suffers in silence cause of love, it's daddy. that's why i've chosen to take a new view of housework. it's my way of expressing my love for my family members. and i want to do it with a smile. i've learnt to say thank you generously, and i want to get down to telling them i love them whenever i have the chance to. i do.
shaun will be going over on sat evening, and dad coming back on sunday evening. but mom and S will be there till thurs. hope the church camp works out for the good of the glory of God. may they be blessed =)
Jie, i don't know if you read this, but i hope you're doing fine over in aus. i know the 11th's your paper, will be praying for you. and i want to tell you i love you too. it never was in me to do it, but i do.
-back 25mins later-
i just bought lunch for my mommy, wanton mee. hahahaha. with lotsa green chilli. i think i got my liking of green chilli from her.
just hanged the clothes too. interestingly this time round much faster than the last. maybe cause mom taught me the last time round the 'right' way of hanging clothes, and also this time round there were more bathing towels in the washload. they hang easily =)
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handi's coming back on the 3rd!!!!!!!
yay!!!!!
hahahaha
cat high guys out there who read this, let's get together on that evening yeah? it's a saturday. =)
out for now. i need to... hmmm.. i don't know. i'll talk to God when i'm alone at home later on when mom leaves for the airport. don't want any disruptions. for now, will go relax =) do math later on too.
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