"When will you be home?" she asks
as we watch the planes take off
We both know we have no clear answer to where my dreams may lead
She's watched me as i crawled and stumbled
As a child, she was my world
And now to let me go, I know she bleeds
and yet she says to me

You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be praying every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away

Autumn leaves fell into spring time and
SIlver-painted hair
Daddy called one evening saying
"We need you. Please come back"
When I saw her laying in her bed
Fragile as a child
Pale just like an angel taking flight
I held her as I cried

You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be prayin every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away
ohh...
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away 

till i read the lyrics word for word, i didn't know she sang of mama. 

mama.. one of the first few syllabi an infant learns to annunciate.

to hold back one you love, 

would be to stab yourself repeatedly.

that's what i feel.

what do you think?

lie to anyone, but yourself.

if you can live with that, let me know, i would like to talk to you.

i'm done with this.

You can have it all.

cause enough's enough.

freedom and responsibility.

boundaries and property lines.

soul.

honesty is a bedrock.

man.. how do these people write such amazing things?

*someone turns on the light*

ahhh... no wonder.

"This is the verdict: light has come into the world, but men loved darkness instaead of light because their deeds were evil. everone who does evil hates the light, and will not come into the light, for fear that his deeds will be exposed. but whoever lives by the truth comes into the light, so that it may be seen plainly that what he has done has beeen done through God" John 3:19-21

a merchant;

unsure of the terms of trade.

"so i'll trade THIS....

for THAT...deal?"

sure. 

in dreamland.

when you see a beautiful painting, 

you tend to ask,

"who painted this?"

do you seek to know This painter?

Romans 6:1-3

What shall we say then? 

Are we to continue in sin that grace may abound? 

By no means! 

How can we do died to sin still live in it? 

Do you not know that all of us who have been baptized into Christ Jesus were baptised into his death?