Monday, June 26, 2006

upcoming dates to take note of:

1 Jul 06 - SAF day.
2 Jul 06 - KPC Youth Led Sunday Service.
18 Jul 06 - Class 3 Traffic Police Test date.
27 Jul 06 - Class 2B Traffic Police Test date.

did i miss out anything? oh yeah, 6 Nov 06 - ORD!!!!!!! hahahahahaha

Thursday, June 22, 2006

due to the lack of vitamins as such i have decided on some changes.
vit C: i shall take orange juice tomorrow, and afternoon too (hopefully the fruits stall is opened when the guys go out to buy afternoon snack)
vit E: i shall run more, or just take bike lessons in the 10-12 slot, and end up burning my forearms, cause the sun burns when you're caught in a jam, which is quite typical of when attempting the U-turn in Ubi.
vit M: i will not be getting the XL 125, decided to get something with a little more horsepower and a smaller chassis. as papa said, it's the land of the rising sun that makes better automobiles in this class in terms of performance and economics. sure, we ain't talking of 1000Cc aprilla bikes, but at general consumers level such as ourselves, honda jap bikes would do fine for now. CBR150 - here i come.

as much as i hate to admit it..

i am wearing thin.
i am trying to take on too many changes at one go.
i am being too ambitious,
and plain foolish to think that drowning myself in activities,
or by simply being busy with the things that get me by in life,
i can ignore that i'm growing weary inside,
that i will always fall short of standards,
and that simply put,
i'm human.

i feel defeated. i truly do.

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

it's no wonder i walk out so easily

sometimes it's the things that we are most comfortable with,
the things we think we can seek comfort from,
and the things that we take for granted in life that distract us.

my room has:
a bed,
the laptop corner,
a desktop,
the never-ending shelves of books,
my pool cues,
and the list goes on.

it comes to a point where i sometimes have to detach myself from this room, and move to quieter corners of the ever-so-congested house like the dining room - which has just recently been cleared up because mama shifted the computer into her room - to do my quiet time. the things which i've come to be ever so familiar with like my computers, sometimes i feel pull me away from what i'm supposed to do; spending time with God, and it's no wonder why i am so comfortable with the idea of just picking up the keys to the house and walk out, yes impromptu outings that would give me short snippets of time during bus and train rides, for my mind to reflect, or just to be still as the world goes by. in my room, my activities keep me going, so much so that i am never still, so much that i never quieten down to listen, to hear, His soft small voice.

one step closer to the edge

nah.. closer to getting my 2B license. heheh, i cleared lesson 7!!!! yay! so now i'm on lesson 8, and i'm expecting positively to do that lesson twice, after which if i pass, then i can book my TP test. heehee. i can really consider the bike now, and i'm still working out how much i would like to pay for my bike if mom or dad aren't happy about the price of the bike i wish to get.

here's the baby i wanna get =)


hopefully mama doesn't jump at the price we're going to have to fork out, but since i spoke to Barry about installment plans, and how the difference compared to cars is very very huge - which is a good thing - so i think she'll probably soften up. heehee

Sunday, June 11, 2006

i'm stuck at home on a sunday morning/afternoon because i'm supposed to be at work, but i'm on medical exmeption from work due to a nose that runs/leaks, and a throat that is sore.

as i'm checking up some biblical facts online, i'm watching the WC'06 breakfast show. i'm amazed at how the world comes together to watch an event like these in a fever, one that burns so hot i wonder would there ever be a time when people would be ever so passionate for God.

well, as all questions should start, i ask, wherein lie my role. what can you do to play your part? what can we do together to inch closer towards a reality as such?

Saturday, June 10, 2006

justice is needed here!

please bug me to put into writing what i've gone through this week with God. it would be too much of a waste to let it be eroded with time in memory.

i must capture the lessons learnt, that i might relook at them every now and then.