my close friends would know i don't like being on a certain side of a camera lense.
go figure out which one, if you know me at all. haha..

anyway, the point of this entry's cause i'm thinking aloud.
i'm wondering why, how, and whether or not it makes sense, or whether it needs to make sense.
to myself, or to anyone for that matter.

it may be here to stay the way things are, or they may change.

what will be will be.. que sera sera...

even when it all comes crashing down..
i will still praise you as Lord God Almighty.

andrew's dad commented..
"wah.. like mafia like that.. "
hahaha..

it's the only thing that holds me back from turning away and never looking back..
it's unbearable, uncontrollable, and yet so liberating.

we love.. because He first loved us.
for those of you out that who flinch at what you so presume as a cliche,
my advice for you if you would accept it,
would be to do away with all of them,
but this one.

The precious blood of Jesus Christ redeems,
forgiven I’m alive,
restored set free.

Your majesty resides inside of me,
forever I believe.
forever I believe.

arrested by your truth and righteousness
your grace has overwhelmed my brokenness
convicted by your spirit,
led by your word

your love will never fail
your love will never fail

‘Cause I know you gave,
the world your only son for us to
know your name,
to live within the saviours love
and he took my place,
knowing he’d be crucified
and you loved.. you loved,
a people undeserving!