This is dedicated to all who have learnt in one way or another tonight, with the events that have happened in their lives.

Tonight,
is a special night.

I've come to learn,
that my life,
essentially boils down,
to two sole beings,
if i'm worth that title.

Amidst the anger,
and vehement vibes i am oozing of now,
i feel different.
Quoted from a good book,
i'm probably doing what it called
"detaching myself".

I struggle to let God lead,
but i do admit many a time,
i force myself upon the captain's position.

Education's a selfish concept,
it is for one's self.

i admit i am a selfish,
arrogant,
materialistic,
prudish,
bastard who might be falling into the mould of that particular Mr Tan,
but!
screw him, and screw you all who think i would pity myself, or anyone else
simply because of the way things are.

i will not forget you not wanting to soil your hands. no worries.

God and i. things i've learnt, many others i would in future.

A special night,
tonight is.

-rt

Good morning to God, and the beautiful world that He's created. =)

hey hey, it's OP assessment this week. wish everyone all the best. darn, it's 0701hrs, and i'm up already, on a monday. that's cause i'm going to be part of wj's audience, and she's presenting at 8.

*mutter mutter*, and there's GPF filling to do at 10. hope it doesn't take too long, cause i need to meet rome for the ice breakers, and team spirit building games. i could use some help here, anyone?

yay! man united won 2-1. hahaha. i've been thinking last night since steph asked me why i was anti-liverpool, and i realised i've just stumbled two people, joy and steph. this is how it goes, if you're wondering what i'm talking about.

well, like it or not, the world's greatest thing is love, and love is God. 1 John 2: 1-14. just went through that verse in the sanctuary this morning. and apparently the part about claiming to walk in the Light, and yet i hate my brother, i'm but a liar.

brother here meant so many things to me, cause i knew, and still know, that there are many people in my life, that i don't like.

i guess this is one area i should ask God to come into too. =) will keep that in mind.

love is a concept that requires more than one. i'm thankful i ain't alone on this earth, and i'm confident God knows what love is, from the start, simply because he's three in one. The Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit.

i learnt this apart from many things as i'm attending baptism classes.
quite a lot more to say, but i have to leave the house now, cause papa's ready. =) hahahaha, ciaos all.

on a serious light note, i'm really glad she's come back. hope she stays though.

*hillsongs - Heart of worship*

so much has happened in the past few days. maybe all these things go on everyday, but hardly any attention's given to them

i must say, i have, and am still growing closer to Him, and i'm thankful. i'm glad i know why i pray, and whom i pray to.

john lin. my new friend. christian attending BRMC. ACJC. plays pool much better than i do, and has opened up my vision about the whole game. thank you john.

i learnt the hard way that one day of not talking to Him can make myself so much more susceptible to temptation of any sort, to fall away from Him. i hope i don't have to go through that ever again. i've realised i yearn to talk to, and spend time with Him. i guess i'm beginning to see the value of this relationship i have.

some people think that the things they do, result in other changes, and it's all linked up, and things keep changing. however, i think it ain't that case from a certain point of view.
when we fall away, he doesn't love us any less, we don't become any less saved, and the only reason why we feel 'changed', is cause sin is deceptive. it's the devil's best trick, by making us bound ourselves once again to the chains of guilt.

learn that all sin has been paid for. the past, present, and future. don't argue with it, it's been proven.

howard. my new friend too. school mate. a man of great obedience, and faith. he lent me iLumina, which i hope would help me study the Bible better. he passed me some notes on spiritual gifts too.

i spent close to a hundred bucks in 2 days. i need to do some accounting.

i'm off to talk to Him now. hope it would be like the times i play and enjoy, cause time wouldn't be of a concern to me then. =)

i wanted to post some stuff i wrote, but i got distracted, and i need my sleep to recover, so i ain't putting it up anymore. good night all you souls out there.
*i still feel by His side is where i belong*.. =|