i feel my some parts of my brain are morphing into tiny little white elephants. i feel... unused. not that i yearned to be manipulated, but to be put through thought process about things that i want to think about and not what i have to think about like AOPs and RCPs and CAOS and all that crap. sigh.

20/40

just in case you're wondering that's the number of days to the end of course and parade day respectively.

i'm home, but i'm going out soon again.. where's that kid?

the fact that i linked both the issues together probably means that the initial reaction's more than just making a new friend? -----> no.

my link was the tugging of what she would think. frankly if knowing her's going to jeopardize what i've got with her thus far, i rather forgo the potential friendship. i know what i know deep down in my heart.

i believe you're worth it.

vRooooooooooooooooommmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and the red ferrari 4005 sped past. hahaha.. for those of you who don't get it, come ask me =)

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"risk when taken is often done so by those who take it with the faith and hope that things will work out for the better than not having taken the risk.."

it's been a while now since i've updated, but it probably means i've had better things to do. besides something's wrong with the coms in the gunroom, so i can't update from camp anymore. oh well, too bad, not that i'm complaining about it lah.

the 55th are in, have been initiated, and it's been a longgggggggggggg and tiring week. hope this one's going to be lighter than the last, i could do with the breather.

i can always look forward, and i should.
but i have every other azimuth apart from the current one i'm facing to distract me from my current line of sight.
so what makes me fixate my eyes upon the current thought that makes so much sense to me in this direction by seems to defy logic when i turn around?
the answer's faith, hope and love.
and it comes from no other than Him.