2 tablets of chloramine can do much. it put me to sleep, so much that i didn't hear my cellular ring, which isn't usually the case because i'm quite a light sleeper, and also, it put me back to sleep for 3 solid hours straight after i had breakfast.
i took 2 tablets cause i thought i had the morning to sleep, only to have mom come into the room telling me at 9plus, that the air con guys were coming at 10, so i had to get up. dang!

well, i went back to sleep at 11 till 2 when they left. haha. proceeded to church for music practise. it was good, looking forward to serving tomorrow morning in service.

dinner was.. well, i shall not say much. thank God for the food. amen.

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does it mean anything to you when you share a secret with someone? i mean, apart from telling the person you trust him/her, does it mean anything more to you than that?
some say when you have sex with someone else, you give a portion of your soul to that someone. no i didn't have sex, and neither did i share a secret with anyone, but i'm wondering, do the two have parallels of any sort? if we weren't meant to be islands on our own, doesn't it then mean that all we do in one way or another makes us intertwine and interact with one another?

time is what i have, and if i give you my time, i love you.
well, if it were all that simple, i would really be much less of who i am.
at times, i cannot stand the in-between shades of the emotions i feel, but i'm reminded that these things that can't be explained, because they weren't meant to be.
it leaves me in awe, and it was meant to do so. i shouldn't bother trying too hard.
if you could assure me that the feeling you have for two friends you love are exactly the same, or two family members for that matter, let me know how you came about that decision yeah?

if liking is quantified as the emotion felt during courtship, love the other during a marriage, then what's the emotion when one of two go to be with God? i don't believe there ain't in-betweens, but i guess language of humans can only do so much. to attach a name to every single emotion would be asking you to number the lines of symmetry in a circle.

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this is what i hope to do tomorrow:
1. Learn as much as possible from andrew's sharing during cell group
2. find a suitable new study guide for my QT from Life Bookshop at parkway
3. place my order for that Philip Capelle book
4. Quieten down to go all out for my last day of revision before my papers on tues
5. Rest well, and recover fully from the flu

Que sara sara, whatever will be, will be.
Your will be done.

Goodnight people