i have so much homework to do today, and my name was taken down by the math teacher Mrs Quek, for not having done my AP tutorials. i'm quite screwed.

but enough of the bad things of the day. hehe. =)

H&F people are nice, and a pretty cheery bunch. i like the activities they do, and although it's nothing compared to training for any of the major sports like basketball or soccer, i feel that if i enjoy myself, that's all that really matters.

i'm going to re-attempt my econs tutorials, cause i didn't really do them with my full concentration, and it's no wonder i made so many mistakes. =\ but i guess it's good that i learnt. heheh, i'm made new friends again! =) yeay! hehehehe, and val made me her older brother. hahaha, that mad woman, but she's very pleasant to talk to and be with.

issues, issues, and more issues, what's the world coming to? it was the war, now sars, and now the vegetables that are missing on my dinner table. this is quite an ominous sign ok? i've been brought up to eat greens every meal since young whenever i ate at home. it's from this practise that my love for veg came about, and to have meals nowadays without this essential item, it leaves me feeling empty. haha.(maybe i am an empty vessel, that's why i talk so much.)

i think it's digusting, downright disgusting that #MJC on irc ain't owned by any of our own students, but by some prick from ITE, who can't even speak proper english! gosh!
arGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and the worst thing, they befoul the school, but advertising for their friends about their other channels, and the products they're selling, like computers, etc. =(

learning to accept one for him/herself is something i should learn to do, but not just yet *evil grin*

hahaha, and i'm also happy that i kept to the promise i made to myself today!! yeay! i didn't comment anything un-constructive today about anyone, not even some of the more prominent characters i talk to my friends about in school. hahaha, lala. =) -self control-!!!!!

so long people, i have work to do, and yes, life as an A level student, is fast and fiery, but it's fun and enriching too. =) ciao.

-what's it with a guy talking to a girl? can't friends just be friends? gosh!-

no, no one's said anything cause i've made new girl friends, but i'm just wondering, do girls always think that just cause a guy approaches her to speak to her, he must be courting her?

sheesh, wake up! there're people who look for friends, and treasure them for who they are, and not some conquests that just add to the list.

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Man U VS Arsenal ----> i'm catching this!!!!!!! but 230am in the morning, nevermind, i shall turn in early, awaken to watch the match, and do work till it's time to go to school.

my thighs are starting to ache. so the workout yesterday did have it's effects. don't know why it took so long to come.

i'm hoping dinner today will be good, so that i can enjoy it, then do my homework. i need to finish the chinese homework, and also physics tutorials. (haven't practised on my piano in 3 days, shouldn't push it anymore. will practise tonight)

i joined H&F. =) hahaha

i'm really outta shape, hope this gets me back into my tip top health condition, although i know it wouldn't be as effective as basketball training.

today was ok on the whole, i watched soccer in the wee hours of the morning, good game. school was ok, but the talks were boring. thank God lessons start tomorrow. =)

i think i need a good night's rest so that i can concentrate well tomorrow on my physics. i'm lagging so much and when i read thru the notes, i'm stunned, gosh, i'm actually blurred too. =\

hope this lag doesn't drag on for too long, i hope to do well for my mid years and promos. i want to.

alright now, i shall go sleep, enjoy the night you all out there. =)

you can reach me by railway,
you can reach me by trailway,
you can reach me on an airplane,
you can reach me with your mind
you can reach me by caravan,
cross the desert like an arab man,
i don't care how you get here,
just get if you can.

you can reach me by sailboat,
climb a tree,
swing rope to rope,
take a slope and slide down into these arms of mine.
you can jump on a speed code,
cross the border in a leather robe,
i don't care how you get here,
just get here if you can.

Oleta Adams - Get here (chorus)

nice song.

my mum has left for Rome. hope she gets there safely and back. i'm still pissed with her, but not that furiously anymore.

arGh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i have just been given 250 for my allowance when it's supposed to be 350. F***! i feel like punching someone, anyone! arGh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

damn it!!!! what's her screwed up rational? it ain't my problem that my brother starts school only next week therefore he gets an allowance cut. i start on wed!. damn it, damn her! *boils*

thank God she's leaving for Rome tomorrow, good riddance to bad rubbish for ten days. screw it..

-as i seat in my computer chair facing my monitor that causes me to look in the direction that's out of my window-

it's as i'm at a press conference of some sort, with the lightning flashes that simulate flashes from cameras that come repetitively.

*leanne rimes - please remember plays in the background*

haha, having made a new friend who's shared pretty much with me has made my day, although it started in the wee hours. i slept at 4plus in the morning, awaken at 1030 by my mother who's peculiar about people sleeping in late, especially her own children.

i'm what you would call a couch potatoe now i guess, i only use the com, watch some tv, eat, and sleep. Literally, sounds disgusting to me, does it to you? I think i shall go pick up a book later on.

I'm glad i downloaded Primal Fear starring Richard Gere. i read the book, it was magnificent! but the storyline's twisted! sick stuff, so unless you're strong in your mind, don't even try picking up that book..

The rain's starting to lighten up, but the sky colour's not changing, still that pale yellow that makes everything look so sickly. =( [it's making me depressed]

Also, there's news that the suspension would be extended to the 14th, and the verdict looms ominously. For those of you who's prarents are fine with you going out, i pray you take care of yourselves. My parents grounded me, for my own good indeed, but it's killing me too, though in a different way.. =\

Alright, i shall go ermm.. fix something to eat first, then i'll go take a bath.

cheerios.

i'm waiting for my movies to finish downloading.

1. enemy at the gates.
2. daredevil
3. primal fear
4. chicago

these are the four i'm currently downloading, aka pirating from Kazaa. hahaha. =p

i love cable, at least in the area i stay, cause few or hardly any people use cable, so i get most of the bandwidth.

for those techies out there, here's a good webbie for you. www.bandwidthplace.com it checks your bandwidth for you, esp if you're on broadband by singnet or pacnet. you signed up for 512kbps? you better check again. hahaha. *evil grin*

i am so bored.. and i feel like playing the guitar, but i have nothing new to play on it. it's always those few songs, and those few chords. boring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! arGh!!!!!

i seriously hope they don't extent the suspension of school due to the SARS virus. this is sickening!

i realise i have been very short-fused lately, i will keep check of it in the days to come, i hope. -at least i wanna try ok?-

so long now folks. this is all i have for my evening entry of my blog. =)

i am not going for my OG outing, and again, cause of the SARS virus.

-weird dreams i had during my sleep-

dreams are.....

i) some say a subconcious reflection upon what's happened in the day. (so if i don't dream does that mean that i didn't do anything in the day that's meaningful enough for me to reflect upon?)
ii)i feel that they deprived you of your rest. that's why i hope i don't dream when i sleep. it defeats the purpose of sleeping. having dreams as goals are different from dreams that are not real. comprehendo?

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i had decided to spoil myself in the morning since i'm incarcerated at home! hahaha, so i had waffles with butter and maple sauce for breakfast. =)

lunch was unagi with bacon omelette and rice. solid lunch! -i salivate at the thought of having eaten that-

hahaha, i shall laze around like the pig i already am, and i would spend most of the day listening to music, using the com, or watching tv.

*life's too short to sulk away, so enjoy it. =) *

-restrain is a choice that sophisticated minds exercise freely-

that's probably what's stopping from cursing out at the world whole with everything i've got, at anyone and everyone! arGh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHEN is this damn virus going to be stopped? i'm not even allowed out for sport now. gosh!

i shall sleep! then i won't have to think of all these crap. *sheesh*

haha

i'm trying out new stuff on my comments box, so please bear with me.

and it's times like this i wonder who i can trust.

a hundred people on the bus whom have no malicious intentions may be the very cause of my death, but i guess if it happens then it was meant to be.

this a new test for something old...