i re-learnt a truth by speaking it to a friend.

the sure thing to happen whenever approaching an issue/problem/matter, would be an initial stage of awkwardness.

if you don't accept that within yourself, and therefore not prepare yourself for it, when it starts to feel awkward, it impedes moving on into handling the matter as appropriate. 

therefore, i'm going to log it down in my mind that every new experience, every quarrel, and every problem is going to make me feel uneasy, but it ain't going to stop me. 

it sure feels queasy though. *shrugs*

sure, the hand holding to join dots that form letters was an interesting experience.

yes i do agree the whole affair does slow things down, let's you watch the ants crawl, or squirrels climb trees. it allows you to realise once again that the birds do chirp, and the insects do make funny noises.

the sound of pattering feet when the keys jingle in the door.

the solving of a great mystery by trying all that used to work only to realise that this unique sound is for that particular want, i bet it's an achievement in itself.

good to have, not a must have. 

i'm not ready to think whether it's what i want.

the time isn't now.

do you have a reason for that tingling feeling one tends to have after watching a romance comedy that Hollywood somehow manages to make you believe that a "happy ever after ending" is possible in a short span of 120mins?

i've come to believe the time isn't now.

we need to talk. yes. now.

I FOUND IT!!!!!!!!

Pilot fountain pen! they stopped production for the original model, but now they come in petite sizes, and refills! woooo hoooo!! hahahahaha

i'm re-starting to write, think, and read more. 

if you ever find my book, do not read it. i'm serious. you wouldn't understand it unless you were a worm in my head. hahahaha