on the other hand,
for the rest of you,
i'm lost for words.
wait a minute,
i'm not lost,
i feel it ain't right to say anything.
just don't subject the rest of us to this abuse.
if it's between the two of you,
sort out the mess.
it'll take some serious swallowing,
some serious humiliation,
but suck it up and get it over and done with.
tsk tsk..
and who ever said adult-babies don't exist?
all this is turning me into a cynical nuthead.
and yes it's a choice i'm making,
bite me,
love me,
or just leave me alone.
Monday, February 25, 2008
you..
tell me when you think it's right what i did, if you ever do come to think of it that way.
if you don't, i won't pursue the matter, i really won't.
the missing comprehension is what's making you feel the emotions you pulsate through the hammering of the black and whites, but honestly, i'm not getting the beating. if it's the hard way that's going to get you to walk off, to prove yourself, i'll have it that way, because it's good for you.
in all the disbelief you might probably muster up to the point where i seek forgiveness, know this.
i love you.
tell me when you think it's right what i did, if you ever do come to think of it that way.
if you don't, i won't pursue the matter, i really won't.
the missing comprehension is what's making you feel the emotions you pulsate through the hammering of the black and whites, but honestly, i'm not getting the beating. if it's the hard way that's going to get you to walk off, to prove yourself, i'll have it that way, because it's good for you.
in all the disbelief you might probably muster up to the point where i seek forgiveness, know this.
i love you.
Saturday, February 23, 2008
pinkies..
haha..
they bring back memories,
but they're totally not connected if you get what i mean.
they mess me up again..
they really do.
i can't say i'll stand strong,
but i do know within myself i'll try, i really will..
if only i could fly away to my ideal world..
if it was there for the taking..
would i dare take that first step towards that ideal?
haha..
they bring back memories,
but they're totally not connected if you get what i mean.
they mess me up again..
they really do.
i can't say i'll stand strong,
but i do know within myself i'll try, i really will..
if only i could fly away to my ideal world..
if it was there for the taking..
would i dare take that first step towards that ideal?
Friday, February 22, 2008
Monday, February 18, 2008
when you lose sight of the purpose of doing something, stop.
without purpose, the doing of the task is dangerous.
there was a little quote i wanted to post up here which i learnt from my marketing lecturer. i'll do so when manage to find it, it's somewhere in my notes from the last lecture.
oh well. till then, please remain focused on the reason of why you do what you do =)
without purpose, the doing of the task is dangerous.
there was a little quote i wanted to post up here which i learnt from my marketing lecturer. i'll do so when manage to find it, it's somewhere in my notes from the last lecture.
oh well. till then, please remain focused on the reason of why you do what you do =)
Friday, February 15, 2008
i read a friend's post some time ago,
and i've come to agree that when you stop writing, you stop thinking.
so here goes.
i've picked up writing again, both online and in my prayer journal. i stopped for quite some time, and i mean really stopped. a total absence of conversation between me and i. yeah i know how that sounds weird, but that's the way i get my head straightened out every now and then..
as you can tell, not having done so for a while actually did result in quite a huge mess. i've no drive, no priorities (in the words of a friend who happened to be in the right time at the right place) and also no urgency to do what i need to.
on the other hand, the lackadaisical attitude towards what i need to do, has allowed me to do some things on impulse, and for the record, some of these impulsive decisions have been good.
money seems to lose it's value every now and then. just after the lunar new year festivities, having had a top up in vitamin Ms, i half suspect that's the reason that allowed me to make certain choices when it came to money the past week. i'm thankful for the mercies and blessings. i truly am.
love ain't a feeling, it's the sum of the choices you make, the important ones, and the not so important ones too.
i chose to wait, because i know i loved my friend. and i'm pretty sure the love was felt, because God is good, thank You Lord =) *hugs*
to you all out there, the lack of comprehension is not going to justify my anger towards you, so i want to proclaim that i love you guys too, but i know the Lord loves you all much more then i do. =)
have a blessed weekend all!!
and i've come to agree that when you stop writing, you stop thinking.
so here goes.
i've picked up writing again, both online and in my prayer journal. i stopped for quite some time, and i mean really stopped. a total absence of conversation between me and i. yeah i know how that sounds weird, but that's the way i get my head straightened out every now and then..
as you can tell, not having done so for a while actually did result in quite a huge mess. i've no drive, no priorities (in the words of a friend who happened to be in the right time at the right place) and also no urgency to do what i need to.
on the other hand, the lackadaisical attitude towards what i need to do, has allowed me to do some things on impulse, and for the record, some of these impulsive decisions have been good.
money seems to lose it's value every now and then. just after the lunar new year festivities, having had a top up in vitamin Ms, i half suspect that's the reason that allowed me to make certain choices when it came to money the past week. i'm thankful for the mercies and blessings. i truly am.
love ain't a feeling, it's the sum of the choices you make, the important ones, and the not so important ones too.
i chose to wait, because i know i loved my friend. and i'm pretty sure the love was felt, because God is good, thank You Lord =) *hugs*
to you all out there, the lack of comprehension is not going to justify my anger towards you, so i want to proclaim that i love you guys too, but i know the Lord loves you all much more then i do. =)
have a blessed weekend all!!
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
we choose the right thing to do, because it's liberation in itself that's only possible with our freedom; with our salvation we have knowledge of right and wrong, and therefore our response to life's situations ought to be the choices that fortify the fact that we're free to make the right choices in life to honour Him =)