i'm not about to give a lecture on this.
i've not such interest to.
i have learnt, that in times like these as often, an apology might expedite the reconciliation, but when i ain't exactly in desperate need of it, i rather work on the actions that should happen after the apology rather than waste my time, energy, emotions and what not trying to anticipate the right moment to apologise.
cleared my load of clothes that required to be pressed, won't need to mop the floor till next week, and till then, don't expect anymore from me as i won't from you either.
i bled my emotions for this courage, and it was a poor substitute, but it was the best i could give..
