i think like that song, i'm running, it might be fast really, but in the wrong direction. and i'm getting my basics of running wrong. i ain't in a sprint race, i'm in a race for life. so that means it's a long distance run. with that in mind, i must also take into consideration that i ain't doing what everyone who runs need to do. i ain't breathing. i'm not getting my oxygen. i'm not taking in the neccesities to run the race. it's no wonder i fight so hard with myself to do what i want to do; run this race.