what a joke,
that i ate lunch and felt full for dinner.
that i made a decision to join my close friends for a movie, and feel guilty for it.
that i bothered to reply a message even amidst the discomfort.
that i force myself to believe i'm happy with the way things are, when i'm downcasted everytime i realise the seconds ticking by, add on to the time length that i don't know how you're doing.
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shrek 2 was good.
the company was good, thank you ladies.
the funny scenes were really good, thank God for laughter, and for the means that i could have watched it.
next few movies on the WANTED list:
1. Van Helsing
2. Troy
3. The day after tomorrow
gosh, the first two are like OLD!!!!! but i still have not caught them.. and i wonder why..
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thank You Lord for music, both christian and non-christian music.
the good oldies that sing of love,
the newer sappy ones like 'the reason' that sing of love too,
and the ones by your children singing about Your Love. =)
mom just bought me my new CD-Rs, good ones, cause i've learnt which ones to get, thankfully. hope they work even better with my player this time, not like the Sony ones. i mean, they're ok for normal CDs and for those who can't hear the difference in their music, but i can, and it matters to me. so i'm thankful. yes.
i've been listening to my music at 40% the volume. need to preserve my hearing.
i'm going deaf with my drumming according to some people, and some personal observation.
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if this portion speaks to you, please respond, either here or in your own updates.
you surprised me plesantly before, by replying to this question i once asked.
i ask it once again, in hope that you would respond.
do you still read these updates?
i learnt that something did happen, and things weren't right for you, no particular idea about what exactly though, that's why i tried calling to ask. didn't get through then, still haven't gotten through up till today. i don't want to force you to tell me your problems, neither do i want to force you to talk. i ask to know whether you're doing fine, but i realise that too ain't my right. you don't owe me the knowledge of your well-being. the choice is yours. i am upset about this friendship, or rather the lack of growth of it. if you're busy, i understand. but if you're telling me you wish to stop participating in this friendship, then please let me know.
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2 more days of school, and then the break. but since the first week's going to be back in school, make that another 10 days then. haha.
hmmm.. i have to report for TAF twice a week in the holidays at 7am. gosh. but oh well...
i cleared my NAPFA!!! hahaha yay!! praise the Lord =)
but i think i'll be retaking it in july again to do better.
pride comes before a fall, i understood that in the small lesson You taught to thwart my ego about my running. it ain't fantastic, no doubt it's better than average, or the expected, but it's still got room for improvment, and absolutely no room for such pride. thank you Lord.
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that's all folks for now, dinner, and tuts, and QT! yay!
**looking forward to joining izzy at LE again this week, finally get to go back there after 3 weeks of unexpected plans, and duties back at KPC.
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