we all need directions, in life, for movement, and as guidelines when we make our decisions.
i'm picking up many directional words when i speak to you, and that's creating quite a problem, because it's not clear. it's ambiguous, or maybe cause i don't dare to decide what it actually means. i'm afraid i'm reading too much into it.
"bye" could mean many things to me, it could mean, "let's talk again soon", "i enjoyed today" or even "thank you", but i guess to you it's just 'go away'.
i was thinking of writing much more, but i don't feel like it at the moment.
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i had the inkling to get drunk, but i failed to do so, because i realised that i don't have much liquor at home, and cause i don't want to screw up my weekend. i need it for studying. phy and math papers have been postponed to tues and wed respectively.
i'm drumming tomorrow, maybe i'll drum it all out.
i need to do some evaluating.
i need to do some thinking,
and i need to do some prioritiy shifting.
