are we meant to be stuck in this endless cycle of repentance and guilt?
just cause a team works well with the way they've always worked, doesn't imply that their way's the best way to go about doing things, so does that mean that although this is the way life is led in this fashion, do we go about it mindlessly? do we try to break the cycle? or do we just give up?

i'm quite sick of it really.

it scares me to think that science has somehow managed to observe a pattern in human beings that we all seek for spouses, who are like our parents by nature. it's scary, for this, i hope i'm the minority.