i am wearing thin.
i am trying to take on too many changes at one go.
i am being too ambitious,
and plain foolish to think that drowning myself in activities,
or by simply being busy with the things that get me by in life,
i can ignore that i'm growing weary inside,
that i will always fall short of standards,
and that simply put,
i'm human.
i feel defeated. i truly do.
