*hillsongs - Heart of worship*

so much has happened in the past few days. maybe all these things go on everyday, but hardly any attention's given to them

i must say, i have, and am still growing closer to Him, and i'm thankful. i'm glad i know why i pray, and whom i pray to.

john lin. my new friend. christian attending BRMC. ACJC. plays pool much better than i do, and has opened up my vision about the whole game. thank you john.

i learnt the hard way that one day of not talking to Him can make myself so much more susceptible to temptation of any sort, to fall away from Him. i hope i don't have to go through that ever again. i've realised i yearn to talk to, and spend time with Him. i guess i'm beginning to see the value of this relationship i have.

some people think that the things they do, result in other changes, and it's all linked up, and things keep changing. however, i think it ain't that case from a certain point of view.
when we fall away, he doesn't love us any less, we don't become any less saved, and the only reason why we feel 'changed', is cause sin is deceptive. it's the devil's best trick, by making us bound ourselves once again to the chains of guilt.

learn that all sin has been paid for. the past, present, and future. don't argue with it, it's been proven.

howard. my new friend too. school mate. a man of great obedience, and faith. he lent me iLumina, which i hope would help me study the Bible better. he passed me some notes on spiritual gifts too.

i spent close to a hundred bucks in 2 days. i need to do some accounting.

i'm off to talk to Him now. hope it would be like the times i play and enjoy, cause time wouldn't be of a concern to me then. =)