it's raining early in the morning, and i got to secure early from work. i'm thankful, but i'm weary of the office politics. hmmm.. i think i'm beginning to appreciate what Shaun said about 3 weeks back. it doesn't matter what vocation you are in the SAF in these 2 years, what matters if whether you've behaved in a fashion that would show the world that you've got Christ in your life.

somehow i can't reaffirm myself postively about that question because of the bitterness and attitudes i've shown at times with regard to the jaded feelings i have about my work at this point in time. Lord, something's wrong, i'm wrong, teach me what to do.

APEX's coming to an end, it was a blurry fluster of events and reports, but i'm grateful i was on ops, it's more my forte than reports really, so yeah. thank You Father.

on a lighter note, i wanna go for porridge cause of this rain, then come home and catch up on my sleep. it's the last night watch of 5 tonight, let's hope it be a good one.