what good's a key that does not unlock a lock?
but the lock does not lose it's meaning when the key ceases to exist.
it's cause some things are just meant to be locked away,
never to be unlocked ever again.

i. zza 'belle says:

doing stuff
ha. i miss jing man

roy - it's still not time. says:

haha. yeah i miss her too.
hahaha

that i struggle,
that i feel pain,
and that i feel the things i feel,
i know my place as human,
and You as God.

13 was injustice.
simplistic.
a twist was present,
but it was puny in comparison to the brillance of the previous 2 i guess.

nevertheless to make it on the big screen,
effort was put in,
thus i gave it credit.

when some are away,
and others are here,
whilst most are asleep,
but few are awake,
i ask myself questions,
to which i don't have the answers yet,
or maybe i'm the one running away from what i know lies within me.

i honestly need to scream out.
i can't.
because i know it would stumble.
maybe the liquid within the crystal would help after all.
why do i sense a downward spiral?

and the truth shall set you free.
somehow i'm being prompted slowly but surely to let the truth be heard.
i know it might be painful for some, but peace is what i can hope for.

where there is conflict, let there be reconciliation.
where there is pain, let there be healing.
where there is apathy, let there be love.
and where there are souls, let there be the Lord.
hug, i miss You, thank You for being there.

need i say more?