tonight i've learnt that there is a 3rd option. it's called making peace.
it's tough to swallow, but once you hit that button/make the decision to do so, an overpowering sense of peace overwhelms you. and that's followed by a warming sensation in your heart when the peace is reciprocated.
i do understand that the second part must not be taken for granted because not everyone would react the same way, but nevertheless it's the first part that matters, because if you don't have peace with your Maker, the other reasons for existing then don't suffice anymore.
