the sure thing to happen whenever approaching an issue/problem/matter, would be an initial stage of awkwardness.
if you don't accept that within yourself, and therefore not prepare yourself for it, when it starts to feel awkward, it impedes moving on into handling the matter as appropriate.
therefore, i'm going to log it down in my mind that every new experience, every quarrel, and every problem is going to make me feel uneasy, but it ain't going to stop me.
it sure feels queasy though. *shrugs*
