i read a friend's post some time ago,
and i've come to agree that when you stop writing, you stop thinking.

so here goes.

i've picked up writing again, both online and in my prayer journal. i stopped for quite some time, and i mean really stopped. a total absence of conversation between me and i. yeah i know how that sounds weird, but that's the way i get my head straightened out every now and then..

as you can tell, not having done so for a while actually did result in quite a huge mess. i've no drive, no priorities (in the words of a friend who happened to be in the right time at the right place) and also no urgency to do what i need to.
on the other hand, the lackadaisical attitude towards what i need to do, has allowed me to do some things on impulse, and for the record, some of these impulsive decisions have been good.

money seems to lose it's value every now and then. just after the lunar new year festivities, having had a top up in vitamin Ms, i half suspect that's the reason that allowed me to make certain choices when it came to money the past week. i'm thankful for the mercies and blessings. i truly am.

love ain't a feeling, it's the sum of the choices you make, the important ones, and the not so important ones too.
i chose to wait, because i know i loved my friend. and i'm pretty sure the love was felt, because God is good, thank You Lord =) *hugs*

to you all out there, the lack of comprehension is not going to justify my anger towards you, so i want to proclaim that i love you guys too, but i know the Lord loves you all much more then i do. =)

have a blessed weekend all!!